i learned that me and chris aren't friends anymore via myspace status updates.

and it was because of a guy. the guy that held my hand on the way home from alec's party.

well i made out with him. and chris is jealous.

i'll start feeling sad either later tonight or tomorrow.

and i really want to apologize because i genuinely feel bad about it but i know he's not gonna wanna listen right now. hopefully this is only temporary :/

yes, i know i could have said no.

the end.

so i've kind of decided that when i grow up i wanna move to this hippie community in Colorado where this lady who used to take care of my grandpa moved to and i'm gonna teach the kids there :]

my new ipod has become my ska-and-reggae-and-stuff-like-that ipod! i kinda like it cause it forces you to listen to the songs cause there aren't any controls on it lol.

Sublime=Love.

I GOT ANOTHER BARBIE DOLL

and like 50 more dollars

and some caramelized pecans rolled in something and cocoa powder

and jammies

AND ANOTHER BAMBOO FLUTE <3

and gumby action figures

and some other stuff haha

ok and i deactivated my faceook yesterday but it already feels like forever. i'm forcing myself to go a week without it though.

peace be with you

here's what i've got so far:

1. ANOTHER IPOD! it's a shuffle and it TINYYYY (slightly shorter than my pinky but very slightly wider than it.

2. a necklace!

3. $120!!!!

4. HUNGRY HUNGRY HIPPOS!!!!

5. perfume

6. a barbie doll

7. a stuffed giraffe!

8. socks :]

i think that's it. vacation is great so far! and omg i wanna see Badfish again when they come aroundd <333

i just deleted my facebook like 5 seconds ago and i already feel better and free-er. i didn't need it. i don't need it. next i will be eliminating TV from my life. i'm really sick of technology right now. i saw this commercial recently for this little portable television and it was aimed at little kids that are like 3 or 4 years old! how disgusting is that?! i've lost faith in society.

i went to see Badfish tonight with my brother and a couple of his friends, and it was GREAT. Smoke Two Joints was definitely my favorite song of the show. they had a little jam session in the middle of it. trombone solos = . the band is reallly good and i got REALLY messed up man. my whole body was numb and i felt that all that was left was my mind.

really awesome first night of vacation D

i'm really tired now. i kinda wanna spill my mind and stuff but i don't feel like it. i don't even know if i worded that right! who cares? i doooon't