chris is so inconsiderate a lot of the time. at the game, i asked him to sit next to me so he did but he kept going back and forth between me and the people he came with (who were going to his house afterwords) and he was spending more time with them. i know he has other friends but i was sitting alone cause i only have a few friends in the band and they play flute or clarinet so i had no one to talk to. the people he came with had each other to talk to and could have come to sit with him and me up where i was. it's not like i could have moved. i would have gotten in trouble. so i snuck out after half time during the band break. i said i was cold, which was true, but i really just couldn't take sitting alone and feeling like a complete loser anymore. so i went to Liana's house and hung with her and Steve.

...i wish something tragic would happen so i'd actually have a reason for being depressed.

school still sucks. it hasn't even been 3 weeks yet but it feels like forever. ugh.

picture day tomorrow. cool beans.

i don't like ms. boyd.

i'm already tired at.....7:14 fml.

um i don't really have anything to say.

i've managed to use only a little over a quarter tank of gas in the last two weeks. it's amazing.

but school's pretty retarded. i already have 2 projects for english and one for history. i have 2 quizzes on monday. ew.

i was looking forward to hanging with erin today all week. but guess what? she got punished for being ALMOST late to school. and her mom decided to tell her she couldn't do anything when i called to see what time she was coming over (after school when she was supposed to come over). i'm still pretty upset about it.

i should be hanging with liana later so that helps.

i'm starving.

i should really stop complaining.

tomorrow i'm going to NYC. hopefully it'll stop raining.

i'm making dough boys :] .

i hate it. it makes me extremely tired, even if i get 8 hours of sleep. and the books are HUGE this year. and i look terrible. i'm probably dropping to selected topics because idk if i can handle AAT yet. plus i'm just not motivated at all this year and that worries me. AND i lost ten dollars! TEN DOLLARS! i think i dropped it in the school parking lot and i left when there were a lot of people around. you think someone could have told me? i'm sure someone saw. no. because west is full of stupid ignorant douche bags. i hate it so much. sooo muchhh.

um let's see positive things. i got lemonade after school with topher and christal. it's really pretty in the morning. uhhh i dunno.


i already miss the summer so much that i wanna cry. school makes me feel horribly trapped.

school tomorrow. i don't wanna go.

but summer's been fun.

i already have plans for next weekend which is good :]

uhhh. i still miss california a lot.

that's about it. i just needed to get that last journal out of here. xD